the blurry~

迟到～

2011-11-19T08:55:00.001+08:00

我就是不喜欢迟到！！也不喜欢迟到的人。。。这是好处还是坏处？

Y1 S2 result....

2011-10-12T14:55:00.001+08:00

It is counted drop a bit? or much?? hmm...gonna work hard...although sometimes just forget on hardworking...

...

2011-08-21T20:13:00.001+08:00

一年了。。度过了20年来的最低潮，瓶颈。。从退学，到妈妈生病，一路的照顾妈妈，到幸运的遇到很好的医生，亲戚，到妈妈逐渐的康复，我另选科目再读。。很幸运的现在能够坐在这里好好读书，妈妈健健康康。。身边的人都很好的过活。。感慨～ <3 <3

time to get my result =)

2011-05-26T17:32:00.002+08:00

after few hours sit infront of my lappy and keep on refreshing..finally, my result is here!! a bit not satisfied with my result...my english really bad :(

time to blogging~~~

2011-05-24T14:32:00.004+08:00

I had long time didn't update my blog...due to busy-ness of my very 1st sem of Accounting course, and of course busy with final exam...it is over and now is the 2nd week of sem break, and the last week of sem break...only 2 weeks of holidays I had..next monday thats the beginning of 2nd sem..

I just had a cut on my hair~~~
before

after

messy mind~

2011-03-08T05:53:00.003+08:00

just feel like time is really not enough for me~~i'm doing things slowly and not efficient..

NOW, I do really feel like wanna fight for everything in my life, especially my study! but when I face with difficulties in study, all corrupted.. but till now, my heart is more on fighting although I face with those difficulties.

Once I left my lovely mom and dad, I feel so safe-less. I always worry, izit they have well sleep and food? izit they still worry about me? because i'm the one who let them worry the most..when I have to exam, they will just bring me to the temple to pray, no matter how far the temple is.

read a book which my cousin lend it to me..about teenager's life...really dun get mad about little things in our life. still haven finish it.. but it gives big inspire to me. turning point of our life.

I always have to inspiring myself, life is not a big deal. The most important thing is, do things happily, there will a bigger success..yeah!

当你复习不进去的时候，不妨看看大脑是怎么想的？

2011-02-28T10:52:00.000+08:00

在期末考试复习期间，看到这篇文章，觉得讲得挺好de,故转载了。
尽管科学家一个接一个的科研成果让我们对记忆有了越来越多的了解，但直到今天，科学家所发现的所谓大脑的秘密也只是冰山一角，在很大程度上，大脑和记忆仍是神秘的。研究人员认为，记忆是一个过程，并且当你记忆的时候，实际上就是你把保存在大脑中零零碎碎的信息进行重建。但让人不解的是，究竟是什么东西引发大脑开始这个重建过程？这个谜团继续等待科学家们去寻找答案，但有20个事实是已经科学家证实了的。

1.大脑喜欢色彩。平时使用高质量的有色笔或使用有色纸，颜色能帮助记忆。

2.大脑集中精力最多只有25分钟。这是对成人而言，所以学习20到30分钟后就应该休息10分钟。你可以利用这段时间做点家务，10分钟后再回来继续学习，效果会更好。

3.大脑需要休息，才能学得快，记得牢。如果你感到很累，先拿出20分钟小睡一会儿再继续学习。

4.大脑像发动机，它需要燃料。大脑是一台珍贵而复杂的机器，所以你必须给它补充“优质燃料”。垃圾食品、劣质食品、所有化学制品和防腐剂，不仅损害身体，还削弱智力。英国一项新研究显示，饮食结构影响你的智商。

5.大脑是一个电气化学活动的海洋。电和化学物质在水里能更好地流动，如果你脱水，就无法集中精力。专家建议，日常生活要多喝水，保持身体必需的水分，而且一天最好不要饮用相同的饮料，可以交换着喝矿泉水、果汁和咖啡等。另外，研究资料显示，经常性头痛和脱水有关。

6.大脑喜欢问题。当你在学习或读书过程中提出问题的时候，大脑会自动搜索答案，从而提高你的学习效率。从这个角度说，一个好的问题胜过一个答案。

7.大脑和身体有它们各自的节奏周期。一天中大脑思维最敏捷的时间有几段，如果你能在大脑功能最活跃的时候学习，就能节省很多时间，会取得很好的学习效果。

8.大脑和身体经常交流。如果身体很懒散，大脑就会认为你正在做的事情一点都不重要，大脑也就不会重视你所做的事情。所以，在学习的时候，你应该端坐、身体稍微前倾，让大脑保持警觉。

9.气味影响大脑。香料对保持头脑清醒有一定功效。薄荷、柠檬和桂皮都值得一试。

10.大脑需要氧气。经常到户外走走，运动运动身体。

11.大脑需要空间。尽量在一个宽敞的地方学习，这对你的大脑有好处。

12.大脑喜欢整洁的空间。最近的研究显示，在一个整洁、有条有理的家庭长大的孩子在学业上的表现更好。为什么，因为接受了安排外部环境的训练后，大脑学会了组织内部知道的技巧，你的记忆力会更好。

13.压力影响记忆。当你受到压力时，体内就会产生皮质醇，它会杀死海马状突起里的脑细胞，而这种大脑侧面脑室壁上的隆起物在处理长期和短期记忆上起主要作用。因此，压力影响记忆。最好的方法就是锻炼。

14.大脑并不知道你不能做哪些事情，所以需要你告诉它。用自言自语的方式对大脑说话，但是不要提供消极信息，用积极的话代替它。

15.大脑如同肌肉。无论在哪个年龄段，大脑都是可以训练和加强的。毫无疑问，不要寻找任何借口。不要整天呆在家里无所事事，这只能使大脑老化的速度加快。专业运动员每天都要训练，才能有突出表现。所以你一定要“没事找事”，不要让大脑老闲着。

16.大脑需要重复。每一次回顾记忆间隔的时间越短，记忆的效果越好，因为多次看同一事物能加深印象，但只看一次却往往容易忘记。

17.大脑的理解速度比你的阅读速度快。用铅笔或手指辅助阅读吗？不，用眼睛。使用这种方法的时候，需要你的眼睛更快地移动。

18.大脑需要运动。站着办公效率更高。

19.大脑会归类，也会联系。如果你正在学习某种东西，不妨问问自己：它让我想起了什么？这样做能帮助你记忆，因为大脑能把你以前知道的知识和新知识联系起来。

20.大脑喜欢开玩笑。开心和学习效率成正比，心情越好，学到的知识就越多，所以，让自己快乐起来吧~！

2011~

2011-02-10T16:36:00.005+08:00

好久没更新了。。最主要是懒字在头上。。还有很忙！！时间不够用～～

今天初八了。。农历新年过了8天。。今年的新年自己感觉没什么气氛。。不在状态中。。发生太多事了。。也因为成长了，心里也没什么要求要玩。。不过亲戚聚在一起。。热闹。。说真的，一年比一年少人回来了。。嫁的嫁，出国的出国。。

新课程，说真的，也是这样子过。。不过，要很勤劳！！要不然赶不上速度了～要戒掉一直开电脑的坏习惯～

最近狂花钱。。虽然是要买必需品。。可是，口袋空空了啦。。。新年红包钱也用了。。唉。。连新年买的衣服也很普通。。

上几张新年照吧。。下次再写。。

小外甥～帅哥Charles～

在云顶～赛车~当然是我赢～

小侄儿～帅哥Felix~很喜欢他那坏坏的笑～～

webcam～难得他笑得很灿烂～

老同学聚会～

Happy 2011!!!~~

2011-01-03T08:53:00.003+08:00

Happy new year every1....hope this year will not the disaster year anymore~~

happy always~

healthy always~

everything will go smoothly~

Happy new year~~

突然发现这给大学生的忠告很有意思~

2010-11-20T09:38:00.000+08:00

1.进入大学，你的所有过去对于他们来说是一张白纸，这是你最好的重新塑造自己形象的时候。

2.大学可能有真实的爱情，但只是可能。很多时候他们是因为别人都谈恋爱而羡慕或者别的原因而在一起。

3.你在大学有很多意外用钱的地方。为了你的家人和你自己的前途，永远别乱花钱。

4.你大学的朋友很可能就是你将来事业的一部分。他们会帮助你。但是你也应该让自己有能够帮助他们的实力，所以，你要努力。

5.很多事情当你再回忆时会发现其实没什么。所以，不管你当时多么生气愤怒或者别的，都告诉自己不必这样。

6.学习，永远不要忘记。如果你学习失败了，你就什么也不是，当然，也不排除意外，但问题是，你会是那个意外吗？

7.别说脏话，你应该知道习惯的力量。你随便的一个字或者几个字会让你在别人心中的形象大打折扣。

8.好好利用在公共场合说话的机会，展示或者锻炼。

9.别为你自己和别人下定论，这非常重要。你所看到听到的可能只是一面。

10.如果你发现很久了你一直是一个人去食堂吃饭或者去上自习，别在意，大学里一个人是正常的。

11..很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，没有通知你，不要责怪，因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。

12.“我请你吃饭”之类的话永远不要乱说。

13.尊严是最重要的，但在大学里，要懂得利用这个空间锻炼自己，让自己的尊严有足够大的承受力。除了你自己，没人会为你保留它。社会是一个最喜欢打碎人的尊严的地方。

14.大学是亚社会，当你上了高年级后，要让自己有大人的形象，大一的孩子看到你，你要能让他们感觉到你是他们的学长，你很成熟。

15.你有足够的理由佩服每天早起的人，不信的话，你去做，做到后会发现有很多人在佩服你呢。

16.经常给家里打个电话。

17.你可以有喝醉的时候，但是你要明白和真正的朋友一醉才能让伤心事休，否则，你只会是别人的谈资和笑柄。

18.如果你三/四年内很少去图书馆的话，你就等于自己浪费了一大笔的财富。

19.不论男人还是女人，如果在大学里还把容貌当做重要的东西而过分重视的话，可能不会吃亏，但是早晚会吃亏。

20..新学期如果你接新生的话，当被问到学校怎么样之类的问题时，你要记住你不但是这个学校的一分子，你更要给学弟学妹带来信心，你走过大一，你应该知道那时候对学长的信任多深。

21.别迷恋网络游戏。千万别。永远别。

22.“我爱你”。别对很多人说这句话，在大学里，希望你只对一个人说，这是尊重你爱的人，更是尊重你自己的感情。

23.在大学里，你有足够的空间承受失败和打击，因此，你真的应该找找自信和自傲的区别，可以用一辈子的。

24.如果你的个性让很多人对你敬而远之，那么你的个性是失败的，个性的成功在于能吸引，而不是能排斥。

25.如果把上课不睡觉当做一种锻炼并且你做到了，那么，你将会很强。

26.学生会的主席之类的干部，如果你尊重他们，告诉你自己那是因为他们是你的学长而不是因为他们是你的上级。

27.别怕丢人，那是一种成功的尝试，不要笑话那些上台丢人的人。

28.从绝望中寻找希望，人生终将辉煌。

29.如果你不抽烟的话，你的精力将会比抽烟的时候好。

30.你的确要学会有心计，但是永远记住，要胜利的唯一的方法永远只是:实力。

31.面对不公平的东西，不要抱怨，你不如去努力奋斗，争取你自己最合适的公平

32.人生百态，不要对新的看不惯的东西生气，无所谓的，比如说恋人同居问题，这和我们很多人无关。

33.记住:为自己设定一个远大的人生目标，并终生为之奋斗。

34..在大学里就开始训练自己的冷静力，这是一种能力，有大事时，能安静并能快速想出办法的人，很厉害。

35.大学的竞争范围是所有的大学生，所以，你知道是否敢放松学习。

36.大了，成熟了，稳重了，但是这和激情不矛盾，一种对工作和学习的冲击力及持久力会让你有特殊的魅力。

37.记住，即便你是学生会主席，如果你的四级没过，没有毕业证，仍然不会有单位想要你。单位需要的是工作的人而不是当官的人。

38.永远不要嘲笑你的教师单调，因为有一天现实会让你为这种愚蠢付出代价。

39.不要幻想自己能成为招聘会上的宠儿，很快你就会明白:百分之七十的初中生都可以上大学。

40.英语一定要学好。

41.你可以看不惯一些东西，但是你应该学会接受，如果你没法改变那一切的话。

42.对陌生人，或者把对方当做一张白纸，或者把对方当做你的朋友，总之别当做敌人，即使你听到再多的关于他(她)的不好的传闻。

43.爱你的人，不管你接不接受，你都应该感谢对方。

44.每个星期一定要抽时间出来锻炼身体的。好处多多。

45.如果有人嫉妒你，你可以把他从竞争者之列删除了。怀嫉妒之心者，难成大事。

46..别去争论，人不可能赢得争论，可以说，争论所提及的话题都是不值得去争论的。

47.成功的方法多种多样，别不接受你看不惯的方法。

48.男人，你长得可以不帅，但你这个人必须帅，而且，那才是真正的帅。(当然，女人也是同样的道理)所以，不必在穿着打扮上花太多心思。

49.别以为在学生会你能得到你曾经想要的。工作的热情很可能因为你所看到的所经历的一些事而改变。

50.文或武，你总要有一样。样样通样样松都是禁忌。样样通几样更通方是境界。

51.还能冲动，表明你还对生活有激情，总是冲动，表明你还不懂生活。

52.如果你不能拥有，那么告诉自己别忘记——如果你能承受那伤痛的话。

53.虽然班级的概念在大学并不明显，但是也别忘记，你的同学你的朋友。

54.准备考研，早点比晚点好。

55.别抱怨四级六级，那是证明你能力的很好的东西。

56.要有精英意识，考虑一下，大学的人了，迷恋武侠和言情，已经没有任何意义。

57.莫过于耿直，莫过于圆滑。外圆内方是一种视野，视野决定着境界。

58.大学的手机是否应该用只有自己有答案。

59.永远别渴望做个谁都不得罪的人，在反对和支持声中自己做出决定才精彩。

60.要有魄力，即使是失败，也不要让自己的人生平庸。

61.喜欢一个人，就勇敢地告诉他或者她。大学是学习的地方，但是我理解爱情的力量。

62.应该相信一句话:没有不可能的事情！只要去做。现在我们是学生，十年后呢？

63.不要总想是否能成功，既然选择，便当风雨兼程。

64.后悔，它是一种耗费精神的情绪，后悔是比损失更大的损失，比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。

65.我们确实活得艰难，要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，便足以使我感奋不已。

66.每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离，被惰性所消磨。

67..相信时间的力量，可以冲淡很多东西。

68.记住:目光要深远。你的目光看多远你就能走多远。

69.人生有很多次如果，但是，没有一次“但是”。

70.永远不要瞧不起大学里的贫困生。

71.在大学时代看看学校的招聘会吧，你会感觉到一种前途的危机。全是人，全是人，全是人……

72.越大，我们就会发现对与错越是那么不明显，这不是错，这是事实，而且无法改变。

73.记住结交每一个值得结交的朋友。

74.无聊的时候，别忘记朋友。朋友无聊的时候，别忘记你是他们的朋友。

75.如果你没有珍惜大学这三/四年，你一定会抱憾终生。

Finally..

2010-11-17T06:43:00.002+08:00

Finally, I had successfully applied my course and it is APPROVED!!!

Promise, always be the 1st, I really want to try my best from now on.

No more always FB, novel, etc.

CONCENTRATE!

HARDWORKING!

TRY MY BEST IN THIS COURSE IN ANY SITUATION!

GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF 1ST.

Good choice? Bad choice?

2010-11-16T08:03:00.004+08:00

I had long time didn't use proper English to write..hmm...feel that my English going to be worse =(

I knew a lot of things happened between these few months, and I do a lot of changes for myself.

Stayed at home for all days, unless going out to pick up my sister and brother, or going to market to get some food for breakfast.

Not dare to go out as to avoid those people asking me about myself. I scared that their words will hurt me..

and Finally, I had made a decision, due to my uncle's encouragement, as he want me to continue study to get a better future, and he will lend some money to me to finish my degree.

I had choose Accounting course as the 1st choice, Banking and Finance for the 2nd choice. I sent my application form and still in pending. The result will out in 7 working days started from yesterday. I still so worry about it. What will happen if I can't get in? What I am wishing now is everything will go smoothly and successfully.

What I have to overcome:

-migraine, always be the 1st to disturb me.

-confidence, as I lost completely for now.

-easy to get tired. I don't know why, maybe is lack of some exercise.

-immune system. easy to fall sick.

-concentration. hope I will not get attracted easily to other things anymore other than study >.<

If i have successfully get in, I have to search for the place to stay again. haiz..

好久不见

2010-10-19T11:17:00.002+08:00

好久都没有写些东西了。。荒废了这里好久。。

最近发生了好多事情。。有点难以置信，可是又不得不信。。

在这里，不说。可是，自己受到了很大的伤害。。

躲在家里，尽量不出去。。能拒绝的，就拒绝。。还放了不少飞机。。朋友们，看到的话，对不起。。

怕自己承受不起那些讽刺的言语。。想躲避那些眼神。。

我不是记仇的人。。那个人，上一秒还在讽刺我，下一秒，我就还是好声好气的跟他谈话了。。虽然我还记得他说了什么。可是，过去的，就不要再想了。。

可是，伤到，就是伤到了。。疤痕永远都是在那边的。。

下一步，很怕踏下去。根本就不确定前面有什么。。自己还会受伤吗？？唉。。

i'm so weak..

2010-07-20T19:51:00.005+08:00

nw only realise that i'm so weak..especially my body..lots of problem..

body:

- had migraine since about 4-6 years old, causing suffering for many years and dunno ate how much of painkiller..painkiller is my candy=.=

- accidentally crash my teeth at 3 years old, teeth root is damaged and now the teeth bcm so ugly and teeth gum is spoiled slowly..

- had a bad skin condition..sometimes will suddenly allergy

- teeth patah bcz swimming at 12 years old

- had flu and cough for few months until my lung and nose bcm sensitive..cant stay at dusty place..will sneeze easily bcz of any smell..sneeze too hard will cause blood out with mucus..cant cough too much..will cause lung very pain..

- my lower jaw of mouth is nt at correct place.. can't bite snacks or food too long time..will cause my mouth cant open ..

- leg nails had sluggish with rough road till scratchy..after keep growing for long time still d same..think the root is spoiled..

- nearly, fingernails bcm so weird..cracking into two layers..think wat nutrient i lack for till my fingernails bcm like tat..

- sometimes will chestpain..duno is heartpain, or lung pain, or bra wire cause tat..

- ears will pain sometimes, and pressure inside d ears is nt balance..

mentally:

- pass a very hard life at last sem..sometimes think myself gt mental problem..luckily can overcome it..hope tat things will nt happen again..

- think eat too much medicine till my memory loss..always short term memory lost..till forget wat is my fren's name, where i put my things and jz now, totally forget where i put my pendrive, or borrow to my fren..if borrow, dunno which fren i borrow to..really terrible huh..

- easily get tired..dunno why..but the reason sure is not lack of sleep..

this only I can think nw about my body and mental problem..there is still a lot kinds of problem of me..=.=

WHAT A FAILURE PEOPLE I AM..!!

想。逃避。。

2010-07-02T19:19:00.002+08:00

最近很多很不顺心的事情发生。。也导致了自己情绪很不稳定。。如果跟你们说话的时候，我的语气很差的的话，敬请原谅。。

现在每个星期六都有补课，要不就是有考试。。不知还有几个星期呆在金宝这里，不能回家。。想下个星期回去家乡，平衡自己，也顺便看看侄儿（从香港回来的）。。他们带给我很多欢乐。。回去看他们也比较开心。。心里可以得到平衡。。

最近自己的东西同一个时间坏了。。糟糕。。又要花钱买了。。无论是便宜或贵的，都坏。。唉。。压力很大。。钱钱钱。。。什么都要钱。。唉。。

逃避也不是办法。。就想身边有个人可以分担心里的事。。累计太多了。。心很累。。

希望一切能顺顺利利。。

【自己果然很会想太多。。就连问神的时候，都能很准确的说我很会想太多，身边的人得好好关心我。。那阵子也让爸爸妈妈很担心我。。心里很愧疚。。这次有什么心事也不太敢跟他们说了，免得让他们再操心。。希望自己能够顺顺利利解决问题吧】

新学期，新希望。。

2010-05-31T18:39:00.002+08:00

新的学期开始了，我还在家。。为什么？因为。。。。。

被quarantine lo...手足口症。。通常小孩才会中，因为他们的免疫系统还不完整。。我中，也代表了免疫系统弱咯。。

20天的假期，有一半以上的假期都在养病。。闷。。风膜啦。。胃不舒服啦。。发烧啦。。头痛啦。。。一大堆健康问题接踵而来。。也未免太弱了吧。。我自己知道原因。。因为很少运动嘛。。

星期四才会回kampar。。代表就要面对学业的问题咯。。新学期，新希望。。希望自己不会那么容易放弃。。加油吧。。

会不会觉得我时常想太多??会吧？？

nearly..

2010-04-14T16:21:00.002+08:00

overstressed...nearly become a sot sot ppl...always worried abt this and tat...sigh...

hope I can pass this sem...dunno why jz gt a bad feeling..=(

救命～

2010-04-07T09:28:00.002+08:00

so big pressure these two weeks...sigh...i'm overstressed...

summore, i had nightmare at yesterday whole nite...nw wake up for 1 hour ady my heart beat still very fast..sigh...TT

hope i can overcome this problem...badly condition..haiz..now hv to start to prepare final..but still got 4 tests by next week..midterm still hvn finish yet...

怪梦~

2010-03-02T15:43:00.002+08:00

回来金宝，几乎每晚都会发梦，怪梦，最多。。很多离谱的事情，都会在我的梦里。。

想起来的，也最发毛的，昨晚的梦。。

我大伯是炸石山的。。昨晚，发梦到他的石山，凭空消失了。。

还有，我的小弟，生病了，竟然！！竟然，变成了甲虫！！！！这还不打紧，变了甲虫后，又“进化”变成了蜘蛛！！！！！

现在想到都还在发毛。。醒来的时候，还一度冲动到想打电话回去问妈妈，小弟有没有变成甲虫或蜘蛛。。

其他的怪梦，都不记得了。。也不想记得。。

人家说，发梦是心理上的，或是日常生活发生的事。。那我的呢？？

2010-01-14T05:39:00.001+08:00

try to make myself happier now..realise that i'm the person who can be very upset quickly..

few days more start classes ady..all the best..

hope so..

流年不利

2010-01-08T19:35:00.004+08:00

2009年真的是非常不好的一年。。。一整年都沒收獲，麻煩就那一大堆。。

好久都沒用華語寫了。。最近整理書架，發現還留著一本中四和中五的華文作文。。發現以前我的華語寫所能力比較好。最近兩年都完全沒有用華語寫作，就完完全全退步了，鋼琴也是。到了中五，鋼琴就學了八年，最近兩年都完全沒有動過鋼琴，完全退步了。唉！

今年一開始，電腦就壞了。。TT。。。真是流年不利。大約一個星期后就開學了，希望會有好的開始。。

壞的不去，好的不來。。。希望壞的快快去，好的快快來。。哈哈哈

weewangwang...

2010-01-08T11:58:00.003+08:00

1 weeks more, start classes...totally feel don't want go back to kampar...still prefer stay at hometown or PJ..

since my roomate change room, i'll be alone..still dunno that will there a new roomate come in??

and my laptop still got a lot of trouble..damn regret to buy this stupid laptop..TT

New Year..New Life

2010-01-01T15:00:00.002+08:00

happy new year...hahaha...finally it is a new year...

review back the year of 2009...1 word:BAD

had long time didn't update my blog...nothing to write..

got a lot of things wanna buy..but no money..

nearly life..

1.sit at home...unless go to shopping center to buy new year clothes...but only 3 color chosen...black, white and grey..=.='''

2. feel myself lost appetite...how delicious food put in front of me, do not have appetite to eat those food...these few days also eat not much..only on Christmas ate a lot...body weight still remain the same..because din exercise...Xp

last...because nothing to write also..

happy twenty-ten....bye 2009 and those bad things...

HOPE THIS YEAR IS A GOOD YEAR FOR ME..

O.O

2009-11-21T12:43:00.002+08:00

林淑苑的內在想法

*頭腦聰明像鬼靈精怪、反應很快
*個性直率，往往口直心快、有話必說
*數字概念很好，若加以訓練則很有理財天份
*有時話不經修飾而傷了他人卻不自知
*思考滲透力很強，常常不按牌理出牌

外在行為

*好就好不好就不好，個性非常阿莎力，絕不龜毛
*相信自己人，保護自己人，有時跟大姐頭一樣
*有話直說，不喜歡拐彎抹角
*個性活潑好相處，喜歡交朋友
*脾氣太過火爆，被惹毛則不留情面

this is from facebook...a bit nt accurate..lol

why time past so fast...???

2009-11-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

now...mid of november ady...T.T...why time past so fast??

review of this year...since i move to kampar, nothing can do well...all things i had done is useless...白费心机...is totally my unlucky year i had never past b4...haiz

2moro is my cousin's wedding...congrates...so fast they also have to marry ady...

now our age is bigger and bigger...and problem tat we hv 2 face is more and more...why we have to face those problem leh??haiz..

the end of the year...the weather is colder...and my nose also more sensitive compare to other time...sneezing nonstop..and my stomach start got problem too...since last time i was sick and keeping diarrhea, my stomach had some changes...when my stomach dun hv food, which means hungry...it will pain...nt feel like hungry...it makes me so suffer...haiz...

WHY TIME PAST SO FAST??

how cruel is it?

2009-11-02T11:04:00.002+08:00

last week, 3 little student at kampar drowned after the bridge spoiled..

yesterday, 3 UTAR student drowned at waterfall Batu Berangkai...

In two weeks time, 6 life is lost...

What do you feel that suddenly people that besides you is gone forever?

how cruel is it?

now i realize that everything beside ourselves is a treasure..

always appreciate what you have now

rest in peace for these 6 students..

sick~

2009-10-25T14:09:00.002+08:00

start of new sem...1 word:suffer...

start to sick when i want come bck to kampar...keeping diarrhea nonstop...but not so seriously...

when bck 2 kampar, i'm nausea-ing...dunno why...keeping nausea and diarrhea...when i got a bit well, i start to eat more food..but my stomach can't tahan of a little bit too much food..diarrhea again...

yesterday most suffer day...after came bck from japanese class which end at 2pm, bck to hostel and feel fainting...nap for 2 hours and thought that will be fine..but when i wake up, more seriously...migraine attack again..and gastralgia...and nausea again...

dare not to tell my parents..and i dun want go 2 clinic again...scared of eat medicine...

hope 2day onwards i wont sick again..although now i'm not so feeling well..

happy holiday~

2009-09-28T16:25:00.002+08:00

finally final is past...and i spent 2 days on Cameron Highlands~experience a quite happy and funny trip...

i ate a lot of strawberry thr....their vege is very very cheap...cz we went thr at the rite time...the last day of holiday(raya)...they want to sold all their stuff quickly as the last day...we get a lot of cheap things...and save a lot of money...

meet with a funny gang...ki siao gang...haha...CB group...and took a lot of photo thr...but those photo not at me here...will post those photo next time...

and now i'm at my home sweet home... hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

hOmE sWeEt HoMe~

2009-08-23T09:52:00.004+08:00

i miss my home...miss my family especially my parents.....almost 2 months din go bck ady...*cry*..finally, i can go bck on this friday...yahoo....if not the stupid lecturer, mayb i can go bck earlier, not suffering at here...

and i found my home through google satellite map..is easy to find it...wakakaka..this is d pic for my home...

miss my mum's cooking....mom...i go bck sure i wan delicious food..hahaha...and going bck will met with my ex-roomate...haha...midvalley...really long time din go since i move 2 kampar...kampar IS A DEATH PLACE...

i miss my piano too....mom, can we move d piano from shop 2 home???

unlucky day...

2009-08-12T10:12:00.004+08:00

these few days is not my day...why?

monday nite:

dunno why my leg got wound...totally not understand how i get it...a bit pain...den, after shocked with the news that the guy from kampar UTAR death suddenly, my head is damn pain...migraine again...bcz of the hot weather...mayb...eat some painkiller and go to sleep..

tuesday morning:

woke up...my head still like bursting...want to go to bed again...accidentally knocked my head AGAIN to the wall...!!!! OMG...then is ok...not so serious...and after i eat my brunch and i want to throw my rubbish which d tong is below d desk, i knock my head again!!!!...shit lah...the corner of the desk...it is so sharp...got a small mountain on my head....feel pening pening and a bit wan to vomit..and a bit flu..but not h1n1 ofcourse...den din go 2 class...sorry loh ms... :(

den realise my leg d wound got pus(nanah)...swt...

today morning(wednesday):

my teeth gum is swelling...now in bad mood...eat bread oso spend 10 minutes....haiz...

我是不是应该去求神拜佛呢？

busy...

2009-08-02T19:44:00.004+08:00

so so busy...i'm so tired with this kind of life...

every week is full with reports...assignment...test...

from last week, i completed 2 reports, 1 midterm....next week, 1 damn long reports, 1 presentation and 1 midterm is coming...OMG....wat kind of life izit...these few days totally not step house from my room...

week 9 ends...week 10 coming...time past so fast...n i'll old faster too....:'(

2009-07-24T17:35:00.004+08:00

these few days read a few quite shocks news....

1. a boy at china drink petrol....learn from transformer....and he even adding and substract also dunno how 2 count...and his parents oso din know he drink petrol...

2. a russian girl that study for doctor wants to make research abt the stage of human decompose after death , kills 2 old women...she known as "death doctor"

can't trust tat got such those ppl...i also receive some e-mail that they ate ppl...1 is guy and 1 is girl...they even can eat the human meat although they are human also...yyeerrrrrr....i can't even open the e-mail again...n i wonder why they can sent these e-mail to their frenz...is so scary...

midterm is coming...i have to try my best to score high....gambatehzz

gymming n met with foundation lecturer...

2009-07-17T22:05:00.004+08:00

today go to gym again...long time din exercise and i become fatter liao...haha...is quite syok after i exercise bcz long time din exercise n oso long time under stress of my course...suitable release my stress....

n i jz met up with mr. dorae-ong and mr. lau.s.l. ...they were my lecturer when i was foundation...nice to meet up with them again....mr ong still so funny....i met up with them when i'm wan 2 leave campus...they oso wan 2 leave from blok B...haha..how lucky i'm..this is called 缘份...

im so miss to my foundation lecturer...each of them also very nice....compared to lecturer at kampar utar campus, pj lecturer is more closer to student and their teaching style is more good...they also more open minded...MISS THEM SO MUCH.....

migraine...

2009-07-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

this few weeks especially last week, i had counted, i had more than 3 times of headache in 1 week...so suffer...and stomach pain oso...and last friday i oso had chest pain...so scared ler...god...mayb i nvr exercise enough...my body is weak weak now...cham cham....

the most serious is in this morning... ate spicy chicken at cafeteria...suddenly my blood pressure is damn high and my head is so pain...shit lah...wat this happen to me? i scared that i hv high blood pressure at this so young age...i had told my mom, she said is impossible tat so young age will get high blood pressure...maybe of weather at kampar here...sunny day and suddenly raining...the pressure in my head can't suit with this changing weather...haiz...dunno lah...almost everyday oso headache...migraine...HATE IT!!!

this is some info abt migraine..

Migraine is a neurological syndrome characterized by altered bodily perceptions, headaches, and nausea. Physiologically, the migraine headache is a neurological condition more common to women than to men. The typical migraine headache is unilateral and pulsating, lasting from 4 to 72 hours; symptoms include nausea, vomiting, photophobia (increased sensitivity to bright light), and hyperacusis (increased sensitivity to sound); approximately one third of people who suffer migraine headache perceive an aura — unusual visual, olfactory, or other sensory experiences that are a sign that the migraine will soon occur.Initial treatment is with analgesics for the head-ache, an anti-emetic for the nausea, and the avoidance of triggering conditions. The cause of migraine headache is unknown; the accepted theory is a disorder of the serotonergic control system, as PET scan has demonstrated the aura coincides with diffusion of cortical depression consequent to increased blood flow (up to 300% greater than baseline). There are migraine headache variants, some originate in the brainstem (featuring intercellular transport dysfunction of calcium and potassium ions) and some are genetically disposed. Studies of twins indicate a 60 to 65 percent genetic influence upon their propensity to develop migraine headache. Moreover, fluctuating hormone levels indicate a migraine relation: 75 percent of adult patients are women, although migraine affects approximately equal numbers of prepubescent boys and girls.

some i din so understand...but the symptoms that i had is almost the same as above...had a check on my stupid head when i was small...not nothing in my head...haiz...suffer....

trip to ipoh by bus~

2009-06-28T10:08:00.009+08:00

yesterday i go 2 ipoh 2 watch transformer with my frenz...take bus cz no body will fetch us...pity us leh...

we naik bus at new town at 11am... kinta bus, fortunately got aircond d...but it is smelly although got aircond...d ticket go to medan kidd and come bck is RM7.50...a bit expensive lah...it takes about 1 hour to reach to medan kidd...den we change bus at medan kidd to reach to ipoh parade...OMG...this is d 1st time i sit this kind of very lauy bus...is totally made up of wood and steel...

look at d floor and window...half wood and half steel...

totally no aircond...jz got a fan for driver...iisshh...

totally no door d bus...dangerous...

we reach 2 ipoh parade and hv 2 wait for a long queue to take d reserved tickets...the GSC is damn small...2 counters only...and 2 rooms only for movie...OMG...1 for credit cards and another for cash...they din open another counter for those reserved tickets...lausy betul leh....and we bought some shirt while waiting for d movie starts...

this is d tickets for transformers...many ppl want it but couldn't get it and it is hard to book...hehe..jz cost RM8...quite cheap as i thought bcz new movie is always abt RM11 d...this price is for public oh...not student price...

the movie is quite nice...and is quite funny btwn tat...

but i wonder is, when i go 2 other cinema on time, they will show d advertisement for abt 10-15mins...this cinema starts movie at 3.15pm as d tickets shown...d advertisement is b4 3.15...curious...

we go bck after d movie cz is quite late ady...scared no bus 2 go bck...when we reach old town, is ady 8pm...we miss a bus go bck 2 new town...den we plan 2 go 2 eat...go 2 游记again....but we are not eating 面包鸡(chicken bread)..we plan 2 eat fried mee here...the mee is quite nice...

when they ask for 水饺（dumpling), we oso wan...and they ask: ur wan prawn meat d or pork meat d? 3 of us is shock when they ask this...dumpling is not always prawn meat d meh??only wantan got pork meat and prawn meat d...and we jz said wan prawn meat d...3 of us laugh so loudly after d waitress gone...we laugh again when they bring d dumpling to us...sambil eat d dumpling n sambil laugh when saw d dumpling... haha..this is d dumpling i ate...

after dinner, wa wait at d bus for long time den d driver only start to go 2 new town...we reach home at abt 10pm...is quite late n we so tired...i think mayb of d dirty bus, my whole body include my face oso very itchy...and kampar here a lot of unknown insects fly to our room...a green insect tat will bite is very pain n itchy...n my medinice for sapu d oso left at hometown..hope here got sell d modicine lah...if no i'll itchy until die liao lol...

yea...bee...i love d most...haha

time past so fast~

2009-06-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

time past so fast...now is ady the end of week 4....OMG!!!!how could it be so fast??

i jz think... when can i go bck 2 hometown and kl???i only go bck on week 1...originally i plan 2 go bck on next friday...but jz now i had been told tat next friday 6-7pm got test...haiz...work hard ler...hope to get very high marks from d test...

2moro i'm going 2 watch transformers.....dunno how is tat? hv 2 take bus 2 ipoh with d lausy buses...but is happy to watch movie with frenz...

2day eat maggi again...i know it is unhealty when i was always eat maggi...but no choice ler...delivery oso very expensive...n i din hv food materials to cook...and outside looks want to rain but no rain since d cloud is dark for long time liao...dare not 2 go out cz scared bcm 落汤鸡again...these 1 n half years i ate a lot of maggi......haiz...hv 2 stop this habit now...hope so lah...

...

2009-06-14T21:05:00.002+08:00

finally, kampar had a heavy rain last nite...it make me so comfortable and had a well slept....

2 weeks past...time past so fast and i can't catch the tail of time...i should take my time well so that i can graduate on time...this is a must for me...

sometimes, i feel i can't communicate well with my frens...i think mayb is because of my attitude??or age??? i still dunno....no one will tell the truth to me...sad sad...

decide~

2009-06-03T08:11:00.004+08:00

i have decided that I'll try my best on my study no matter how it suffer...i think i have to pass all the subjects with A and B...hope that i'll get my result in very good grade...since i have decided to become a book worm again ,that the name given when i was primary school...i'll totally focus on my study...hope no other things will make me be worried...

i hope that everything will be alright...and my migraine headache will not find me again...this is make me suffer...hope so...

2009-06-01T18:14:00.002+08:00

遊戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。

01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?

答：可以

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？

答：当然是友情和关怀。。。

03.最近最鬱悶的事？

答：拜一开学了，闷~~

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？

答：犹柔寡断

05.金钱与家人你会选者什么？

答：都要

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點？

答:很搞笑，很幽默，够废。

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？

答：好多。什么都想要

08.你的夢想是什麼？

答：实现自己伟大的。。。。梦想

09.喜欢现在的生活吗？

答：还可以，好像在浪费时间。=.=。。不喜欢住的地方。。。好kampung...

10. 你最受不了什么人？

答：自以为是，自私, 不给脸人，不接受人家意见，

11.什么人是你最欣賞的？

答：做大事的人，成功人士，人际关系非常好的人

12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？

答：好像没有，就算有的话都不会觉得疯狂啦，就算有也忘了

13.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？

答：有钱人的生活，每天享受，不用工作

14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？

答: 有。。现在很闷。

15.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦？

答：花

16.如果不幸負債400萬，你打算如何償還債務？

答：努力还债

17.如果有男/女友的你喜欢上另一个你心中的梦中情人，你会怎么做？

答：算了。

18.喜欢怎样的另一半？

答：做大事的人，负责任，保护到我，最主要还是要疼我。。

19.一個月多少錢才算OK?

答：20千以上

20.最想到哪里举行婚礼？

答：哪里都可以，婚礼只是个仪式。

21.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？

答：当然是被爱好。。。

22. 今年生日想收到什么礼物?

答：相机。。。

23.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力？

答：点石成金

24.现在最想做的事？
答：打人！！

i dun wan to live IN reality...

2009-05-27T10:02:00.003+08:00

wat should i do now?...feel suffer ...stress...panic...pressure..and......regret....

feel dun wan live at reality......commit suicide...pain....no no no...

from this moment, i'll not think abt this....

i'll not care abt other ppl....i'll care abt myself only....cz if i can't take care of myself, who wants to take care of me??

wat i'm talking abt??i also dunno.....

my mind is blank...my future is dark.....

HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE FROM THIS MOMENT....

yea...tomorow goin bck HOME...wakakaka

2009-05-11T08:14:00.003+08:00

wakaka...

finally 2moro is d last paper for final...

wait this moment for long time ady...a

nd 2moro evening i'll go bck 2 hometown...

miss hometown so much...and miss KL life so much...

hope can go bck to c some frenz that long time no c since move 2 kampar....

jz now view sis blog...they go 2 genting...

i oso wan......

long time din go genting although the journey is not more than half hours from my hometown...

pity me...

haiz....

my campus~

2009-04-18T21:45:00.006+08:00

staircase~

Block D(FSET)...almost hv my class at here

greeny~

bad weather..

Block A...so many bamboo...

Block B

guys in my class...

girls in my class...OMG,i look so fat

my ‘好脸’class rep...wakakaka

怡保一日游～

2009-04-18T16:52:00.003+08:00

心血来潮，就跟我的室友一起去怡保。。原本是要带朋友去检查耳朵，她的耳朵出了一点小问题，so,就带她去咯。。耳鼻专科，才检查了15分钟，连带一点药，就花了RM150。。好贵哦！然后呢，就去吃午餐。那边，算是怡保中心，名为40年茶挡，那边卖的食物都很便宜。我们买了“酿豆腐”还有其他的料，一件才RM0.50，然后很大碗的咖哩面才RM1.20。。。因为贪心，拿了很多料，结果呢？吃不完～～～有点浪费。。

然后呢，就去JUSCO。好久没去SHOPPING MALL了，进去的时候很开心，因为感觉上困在金宝很久了。。去到那儿，刚好遇上班上的同学。。。哈哈！想看电影，就选了一部叫做"PAUL BLART：MALL COP"，超好笑的，在戏院里笑到肚子痛。。

yea..i'm sleeping god...boring life...

2009-04-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

this few days i always sleep...now i become a sleeping god...睡神。。hahahaha... and my classmate all is sleeping god...see those pic the style they sleep...so funny

the sleeping prince....

sit like this also can sleep..although lecturer is infront...

do u try d sleeping style like this???

reach week 14 alrdy...and stay at kampar for 14 weeks liao...life at here is BORING BORING AND BORING....no entertainment here...the one entertainment is...:online...swt swt..miss PJ life...can go anywhere i like...cz transportation is very good...and kampar here?

oh no...jz got bicycle only for transportation...no cinema here...d 'shopping complex' is TESCO...no transportation to go there...and if call 'cab', (霸王车）, hv to pay RM6...even more expensive than KL...

and, here got 变态，stole girls d underwear...dunnno what to do with those underwear..and they can't wear those underwear, rite??disgusting~~~ wan vomit liao...

angry~~

2009-04-11T15:49:00.002+08:00

very angry with 1 things...the things is ... my private things hv been stolen...if u r d girls in kampar, u noe wat happen...hate this kind of people...and i hv 2 come bck 2 hometown and buy again...argh...死变态，还我东西来！！！！

the blurry~

迟到～

Y1 S2 result....

...

time to get my result =)

time to blogging~~~

messy mind~

当你复习不进去的时候，不妨看看大脑是怎么想的？

2011~

Happy 2011!!!~~

突然发现这给大学生的忠告很有意思~

Finally..

Good choice? Bad choice?

好久不见

i'm so weak..

想。逃避。。

新学期，新希望。。

nearly..

救命～

怪梦~

流年不利

weewangwang...

New Year..New Life

O.O

林 淑苑 的內在想法

外在行為

why time past so fast...???

how cruel is it?

sick~

happy holiday~

hOmE sWeEt HoMe~

unlucky day...

busy...

gymming n met with foundation lecturer...

migraine...

trip to ipoh by bus~

time past so fast~

...

decide~

i dun wan to live IN reality...

yea...tomorow goin bck HOME...wakakaka

my campus~

怡保一日游～

yea..i'm sleeping god...boring life...

angry~~

林淑苑的內在想法